And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 1 Peter 5:10........
Truly this year has been a very long struggle of trials, and much tribulation! It would appear that every part of my family has been or is being tested..Some days all I can do is flood my face with tears and cry out to God to please lift this from me! Where have I gone wrong? What have I done to deserve such pain? Why Why Why??
Then I am reminded that I need to let go----and let God....That is so much easier said than done...Maybe not for you but for me it totally is...I feel like I have to be the perfect wife, the perfect mom so that everyone around me is happy but all the while I am crushed and I am afraid..I can see the destruction, the fatal end of the choices my family is making! I want to scream from the Top of my lungs-Get back, Don't do that Please hear me!!!!!! .I can see God is trying to change me but here I am just struggling to have things my way...God is saying Don't Worry, Don't Stress, Don't fall apart...BUT GOD ITS HARD!!!!!!!
Praying that this struggle will soon be completely over and I will be restored, strengthened and established!
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