Proverbs 10:12

Man that devil knows exactly how to get under my skin sometimes...There was a post on my Facebook that I am sure everyone seen and it was really quite mean; but I know it was not the person but the devil trying to trip me up. After reading the post I did start to think to myself "Because of something I have not done am I just a person without God? A person in Sin and not forgiven? Because of that situation does God love me less???? You silly Devil of course you tried to cause me to get upset and I really wanted to just say something really ugly but I felt God's loving hands on me and he drop this in my spirit " Hatred stirs up strife, but LOVE covers all offenses" Proverbs 10:12.... So God reminded me that YES I am a Christian(Not a religion but I have a relationship with him) and YES he knows my heart and YES he died for me even while I was a sinner and YES he loves me where I am and YES I am worth it and YES I am good enough to be in his kingdom. Tears fell for several hours and I prayed for a long time asking God to help me not have Strife or hate at all but have love and compassion for people who want to hurt me or bring me to a bad level.

Story behind the comment:

9 years ago my Grandmother sold a old van to me and Tony and I was supposed to pay her for the car and well life happened-the van broke down after I had it for 6 months and I had to buy another and Tony and I just had Tristin and well we really didn't have any money at all...Still no excuse I know...But the person that pointed out I was stealing has a point, I do own my grandma the money for the van and she is right I do need to pay her back...but God knows in my heart I do not have a stealing heart. Never intentional so I will start to pray that God will help me pay her for that van that she gave me 9 years ago, because what's right is right........My Grandmother is such a loving woman and she has never once made me feel bad about me owing her the money but that also tells me she is a woman of God and she loves me just where I am as well.... :0) I am not sure why I am sharing this with everyone other than a Chain of Shame for owning my grandmother money as just been lifted and well I know God will help me make it right.....God is so good!!!